Day Fourteen, 2025
Dehydrated much?
Going to physio for my arm but it's actually a muscle in my shoulder being 'crushed' that's the problem. Getting foot cramps that can only be fixed by drinking more water. Walking around with an extra 35 pounds strapped to my body so I'm stronger than 'ever' but more out of shape (or making more of a shape...?) than I ever have.
Life doesn't seem to make much sense physically
Working my ass off at work to prove I can achieve higher levels to make more money to have to work less...
Realizing with each new day of experience that I have a lot to learn
Every day presents more opportunities to either feel on the edge of growth or the end of my rope
Need to enforce more PMA (Positive Mental Attitude) but getting out of bed if hard with all this looming stress.
Excited by the opportunities to develop an 'escape plan' to correct all this chaos but when I read it back it just seems like way to much for me to handle.
Bit of a blah day, glad I've had the chance to live it but how can I figure this whole life out.
C
Action VS Grief
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Be kind, this is an effort - a long overdue effort - and unless you have constructive criticism or tips to battle the sudden loss of a loved one you can't seem to get over rethink your feedback & be kind