Day Twenty, 2025

 Just Another Day

Likely the worst thing you'll read is an uninspired post so I'll apologize now.

Another 'worked a longer day that I should have, came home to kiss the hubby & hug the kids then shut my mind off by watching Lioness'.  Just another day.

I feel daily pressure to achieve goals and prove myself - those goals become difficult when the server is down but honestly it gave me the time I needed to catch up on soo many things that it was a welcome reprieve.  So my outbox is jammed to the brim with things I used to be able to handle as they arrived instead of days later and its only a catch up until they fix that server and I walk into another 50 emails tomorrow.

Steady trying to wrap up one year so I can start living only in this one - 20 days in and feeling two months behind.  Not sure how to spin this to become more palatable so I'll just take the waves as they hit in hopes the storm settles and I can come up for air one day soon.

Very glad that I decided to stay home yesterday instead of going to work because I needed the down day and probably wouldn't of handled today all that well without it.

Sometimes the silver lining is wrapped around the biggest storm cloud and I still have to find a way to see it or I think I might completely lose my shit.  Sad fact is, I'm stressed over paperwork at a business in a free country where I have a fridge filled with food, kids with options and a husband who loves me PLUS soul-dog.  

Really the action tonight is to just shut up, quit whining & get some rest.

It could be worse & mum would find a way to sympathise then joke or distract so I'm signing off

C

Action VS Grief